I think I have successfully burned three bridges this week and it is only Wednesday. And quite honestly, I am tired of giving a shit. If I can’t come to work and work because I am too upset about things that are going on here, then why would I apply for a full time permanent job? Although I admit that there is nothing more depressing than sitting in the same office from 8 am until 7 pm, not talking to a single soul. Of course, I should be glad that it only happens 5 days a week and not six. I just feel like my life isn’t in my control any more. I am at the mercy of these spurts of complete and total unhappiness.

I had someone tell me that I didn’t know how to do my job in front of about six other people. I have people making decisions about how my classes are going to be run without consulting me first. And between this guy and Winemonkey, I have been told twice in the last month that I suck at my job.

You know, thinking that I am more than a quarter of the way through my appointment doesn’t even help. =(

But Winemonkey has been pretty supportive this month. Last month it was a different story and that was a drama all of its own. When I leave this place, and burn this bridge to the ground, I will give you the full details.

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