he left an origami flower at my door for when i returned from bowling tonight.

where did he come from? seriously? this just can’t be real.

My co-worker asked me out on a date today. I knew it was coming. He just couldn’t stand that I am happy with someone else. I said, “yeah i dont think that is such a great idea right now.” To which he replied, “yeah I was just testing you”. “I won’t ask again, you will need to ask me.”

right. What made him think that I would chose him over someone I genuinely care about – who actually treats me well and with the respect that I deserve?

I love my new life. Somehow things just seem to fall into place. And it is not like it happens every once in awhile. It has been happening ALL the time. For instance. I was supposed to work the George Lucas Christmas party. However, the people who were supposed to hire me emailed me this morning to tell me that they had enough workers for the event. bummer. BUT the email gets better. They are going to add my name to the guest list. WHAT!!! SUPER EXCITED! So my boss and I are going to go to the Lucas party. Yeah – life is good.

yeah. so I hate to admit this. I should be going to a support group. but….

I AM ADDICTED TO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE. sorry mom. sorry dad. i know i have seriously disappointed both of you. but his music makes me smile.

While I am working my little butt off, you should go check out some of my daily recommendations.

I promise to back as soon as possible.

A small group of us went out for drinks last night. It started innocently enough…we were going to test taste beers at this beer brewing place in town. For Christmas we are going to brew and bottle our own beer. We needed to decide on what type to brew. A few beers later, we decided to go to a pub near my house for some dinner and more beer drinking. A few of us stuck around after the dinner and went to a dance club – also down the street from me. I think I might actually like dancing now. Alot of it has to do with my confidence level these days. I am comfortable in my own skin and around other people. It is a sign that I am beginning to trust people again. I also think it has alot to do with how accepting my co-workers are. They realize that we are all different people but yet they don’t judge you based on your decisions or actions. They embrace your differences.