i am overloaded right now. these past two weeks living in a studio with him have been hard. not in the unbearable, oh my god i cant believe we are doing this hard, but none the less hard.

last night was particularly hard for me mostly because i am moody right now (read: stressed out about the move, tired, pms-y, overwhelemd). something about last night just got me questioning the whole move in together thing. i know it is because i am moody and it will pass and everyone has doubts at some point, but it made me sad to think that i was even having them in the first place.

events that transpired:
when i got home from work i got my things together to go to the gym and folded my laundry. lam and i said about three words to each other in this time period. i left and went to the gym for my first personal training session (which went really well). on my way home i was expecting to come home, have a really light dinner, shower, and spend some quality time with lam - we havent just sat on the couch and talked for a week or so. i did all of the above except spend quality time with him. he was busy watching tv and i didnt want to interrupt him so i did some reading and then passed out. i am hoping that once we move, we both get into a routine that we are happy with.

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