attitude adjustment
June 28th, 2007Ever since i went to the doctor’s the other day for a physical i have been in a shitty shitty mood. i thought that maybe, just maybe my doctor would share some words of encouragement for losing more weight. but instead i was greeted to a “well i think you need to step it up a bit more”. 130. 130 is the weight she wants me to be at. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? The only time I have ever seen that weight was when I was like 12 - pre-pubescent.
What i don’t understand: i am killing myself counting calories, working out, and paying attention to every little thing i eat. HOW - how is it possible to “step it up a little”? Go to the gym EVERYDAY and not have a life? Spend hours upon hours at the gym? - oh wait I already do that.
my attitude has gone from bad to worse in the past two days. everything has been irritating me. everything.
We’ve already talked about this…. If you are feeling good and you can manage to keep up with what you are doing… that is all that matters. You are doing a GREAT JOB!
By Michie, on 06/29/07 at 8:37 am