Another meltdown.
June 29th, 2007You know, I thought these would stop once I was away from the stressful job. But no. As it turns out, I am just at the tip of the iceberg.
I have no idea what I want to do with myself. A friend of mine had offered me an amazing opportunity a year ago to be his winemaker. Yesterday I met with him and the offer had been retracted, in not so many words. He said that he would help me try and get a harvest job, but that was about it. So now I am stuck.
I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up. I am thinking about going to a career counselor. Does anyone have any recommendations for someone in a career crisis?
Last night Winemonkey told me that I should broaden my search to anywhere in the world. That we don’t need to stay here. And although that was awfully nice of him, I just can’t imagine moving away from here right now. Too many connections and I am tired of making new connections in other places. He must have forgotten how hard it was for him to get this job and how he was out of work for a while between two harvests’ ago and now.
