Well I have been spending loads of time freaking out over what the future holds for me. For some reason, today I am not feeling the weight of the truth. Maybe it is because I spent an hour talking to my mom and dad last night. This usually doesn’t make me feel better, but this time I think that it worked. My father, who is generally the man telling you to take whatever you can get and be happy about it told me essentially that desperate times called for desperate measures, but that I am a smart, qualified person who shouldn’t take a job that offered $15 an hour that will only carry me to November.
And so that leaves me here hoping that something will come my way. I am getting ready to start the application process for the state. I think that it is crazy what you have to go through in order to be a state employee. But when you are ready to jump through the hoops, I guess you’ve got to jump.
If only I could make wine.
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I am glad that you have reconsidered taking the intern position. I think it will all work out for the best anyways.
You are smart and you will figure things out. You deserve to have good things happen for you. Stay positive and it will.