So lately I have been feeling extra squishy (aka: romantic, lovey-dovey) about Eric. He has been uber-taskmaster when it comes to things that I ask him to do. He has even been pro-active (read: I didn’t have to ask him) about some things. For example: He single-handedly might have secured us a beautiful and free location for both the ceremony and the wedding. (How awesome is that? We have one more person to ask before it is final, but it seems very very likely.) And he emailed a photographer, all on his own, to see if he ever did weddings.

So we are slowly heading in the right direction with the wedding plans. Once we have the location, we can jump to a date, then from the date comes the “Save the Dates” and…. wow… it is all down hill from here… I hope.

But with all of this forward momentum in our personal lives, something has to halt, right? Lately I have been feeling unmotivated at my job. I am doing mundane, monotonous things. I think about living in Santa Rosa just about every minute of every day. Because of the wedding, I can see how much I can save in a short-ish period of time. And I think about all of the things that I do on the side that bring me MUCH more happiness than what I am currently pursuing. I think I would give just about anything to be working with my hands, creating things. I would give just about anything to work from home. So that I can wake up in the mornings, stand in the sun while i drink a cup of tea, then get down to the business of making.

Maybe… someday… just not today. For now, I will have to utilize my furlough Fridays and try to start something new.

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