one to not really wanting to be at work today……….really not wanting to be at work today.

I have too many projects on my plate and some of them I have no idea where to start. Plus it is rainy and cold - perfect weather to lay in bed with your sweetie.

I miss my family. alot.

even though we did not do much while they were here, I loved every moment we spent together. As I get older, I realize how important it is to have family in your life. It took a few days for me to adjust to them being here, but after that it was everything I needed.

Too many things are happening in my life that require the happiness and support of my family. And not just from a distance. I need them to hug me when I need a hug, I need to see their smiling faces when they are happy, I need to see just how goofy they are in person - I need their continuous support up close.

I know the solution is for someone to move - but is it really realistic? I don’t know how I am going to handle being this far away when Lam and I go to start a family.

i am done. i am done trying to accommodate everyone for this wedding. it is nearly impossible.

why couldn’t we just elope? seriously.

this day is not about them. it is about us. it is our day. yes, we would like our loved ones there, but how far should we be willing to go in order to get them there?

i am done.

I want to elope. Seriously.

Lam tried to reserve rooms for our wedding (eight months in advance!) and almost all of the hotels are sold out. What does that mean?

1. We either have to change our wedding date - even though we pretty much told everyone and their mother what our date was.
or
2. We have to change the venue and lose $750.

Hmmmm…….what is a bride to do?